Tonight was pretty different. I started out on top of a skyscraper with some sort of resistance group towards an invasion. It didn't seem like a full scale alien invasion or anything, but the thing we were fighting definitely wasn't human.
The skyscraper I was on was high above the cityscape and there were at least a dozen exactly like it all throughout the city. Each one had a group of people like us that I could see, they all had green colored rooftop things, kinda of like the Empire State Building and the top cap was colored. All of them were green except one where the cap was painted white.
I was informed that the one painted white would be sacrificed to placate something, probably what we were going to fight. As I watched the people on top of the white capped tower began to vanish as white light began to take them away. It was like the breeze turned them into white particles and they just diminished, turning into a bunch of white particles that glowed. They moved parallel to the earth for a short time after everyone was gone like a little river coming off the top of the tower before vanishing.
Everyone was pretty solem and upset, giving us more reason to get ready for our attack.
Next we were someplace else where the invader thing was, maybe a ship but I never knew for sure. We could teleport there, I was with close friends; yet we were all in trouble. It was a battle in this area, it was like the inside of a warehouse, the colors were brown and rusted but nothing I could remember. Everyone was running around screaming as these little creatures attacked them.
They came in twos and there was blood everywhere. The creatures would attack you, sending what looked like an intenstine down into your body and it would take out a vital organ. The organ would then be attached to the creature where it would keep the organ alive with blood and the cord attached to your body would be attached to the organ keeping you alive, but the creature had fulll control over you; able to destroy the organ at any time.
We teleported out and regrouped, those of us that were able to. The perspective of the dream changed to another person, or me in another place I'm not sure. I was someone who had gone up against this thing we were fighting, it was pretty humanoid but larger than a human. It was rather bug like, kind of like a beetle with two pincers on its head but still stood up on two legs. It took the person I was seeing through and stood him on its head slowly crushing him in the pincers and the mouth that was on its head. It was walking through a hallway while doing this, telling me or the person it was eating how it would kill us all.
Then I was back with the group arguing what to do next. There was someone who wanted to sacrifice themselves for some suicide mission. He was someone close to me, but not anyone that I really know but I remember the feeling of dread. I wanted to talk him out of it, not let him go. There was some teleporter he was going to use to go back and try to finish this once and for all.
That's all I can remember for now.
02/27/2009
Another dual dreams tonight, but this is the day after that I'm recording it so they're a bit fuzzy.
What I believe was the first, because it woke me up with that nasty falling feeling was some kind of fleeing dream again. I was in a huge building, a skyscraper, where there was some evil thing coming out of the basement. It wasn't tangable and the perspective was from a 3rd person, I could see things away from my body happening.
It was coming from the basement of the scraper moving up in this wave little by little, it was viewable, whenever an area was affected by it it would turn, much like nightmare mode in Silent Hill. I was trying to get everyone out of the building while figuring out wtf to do, there was some team with me.
Somehow we got to the top of another building and were going down by whatever its called off the side. The action where you are harnessed and then repel off the side of the building, except this building was another skyscraper and it was in the shape of a rectangle with a vertical hole in the middle so it was a straight way down.
Whowever was lowering the cord next to me let it slip, it had the people from Ghost in the Shell on it, the Major jumped up and realigned the cord. I was way too scared to get on, I woke up with that scared feeling of falling.
Next dream took place in what I think was Nick's house, although it looked nothing like his and no one in there looked like anyone I knew. It was an immense house with several rooms, very mazelike. Rooms had no doors they were just hallway like enterances which acted like seperators. I remember going into his room looking for him.
There were a lot of people in the house, an older female "mom" figure who wasn't really that old. Several guys my age, maybe girls but I don't remember any. I was searching for a long time, looking for him. I encountered a lot of people, talked to them about what I'm not sure and kept going on. At some point I came to the kitchen and ate with the mother figure and talked with her at some length.
I went back to his room where he was. It was dark but there was soft blue light like moonlight making things visible, probably a computer monitor. There were no windows outside anywhere in the house that I can remember. The room was comfortable, but I was scared...I didn't know how he would react to seeing me.
I don't remember how things happend just the feelings of sorrow and anger, probably yelling and crying on both parts. The last thing that stayed with me after I woke up was us together in bed cuddling and crying. The dream was great because of the feeling I had when I was with him, but remembering how it was and how it wasn't good enough made it a nightmare when I was awake.
What I believe was the first, because it woke me up with that nasty falling feeling was some kind of fleeing dream again. I was in a huge building, a skyscraper, where there was some evil thing coming out of the basement. It wasn't tangable and the perspective was from a 3rd person, I could see things away from my body happening.
It was coming from the basement of the scraper moving up in this wave little by little, it was viewable, whenever an area was affected by it it would turn, much like nightmare mode in Silent Hill. I was trying to get everyone out of the building while figuring out wtf to do, there was some team with me.
Somehow we got to the top of another building and were going down by whatever its called off the side. The action where you are harnessed and then repel off the side of the building, except this building was another skyscraper and it was in the shape of a rectangle with a vertical hole in the middle so it was a straight way down.
Whowever was lowering the cord next to me let it slip, it had the people from Ghost in the Shell on it, the Major jumped up and realigned the cord. I was way too scared to get on, I woke up with that scared feeling of falling.
Next dream took place in what I think was Nick's house, although it looked nothing like his and no one in there looked like anyone I knew. It was an immense house with several rooms, very mazelike. Rooms had no doors they were just hallway like enterances which acted like seperators. I remember going into his room looking for him.
There were a lot of people in the house, an older female "mom" figure who wasn't really that old. Several guys my age, maybe girls but I don't remember any. I was searching for a long time, looking for him. I encountered a lot of people, talked to them about what I'm not sure and kept going on. At some point I came to the kitchen and ate with the mother figure and talked with her at some length.
I went back to his room where he was. It was dark but there was soft blue light like moonlight making things visible, probably a computer monitor. There were no windows outside anywhere in the house that I can remember. The room was comfortable, but I was scared...I didn't know how he would react to seeing me.
I don't remember how things happend just the feelings of sorrow and anger, probably yelling and crying on both parts. The last thing that stayed with me after I woke up was us together in bed cuddling and crying. The dream was great because of the feeling I had when I was with him, but remembering how it was and how it wasn't good enough made it a nightmare when I was awake.
01/20/2009
There were 2 dreams that I remembered this night when I woke up. It's almost 24 hours after and I can't remember the 2nd part.
The first part stuck with me, it was really vivid.
I was walking along a river or marshy area will tall grass. The river was calm, blackish-blue water, overcast and drizzling, but I didn't really care about the rain nor seem to notice it. It was pretty beautiful, downcast and drizzing with the ankle-high grass.
There was a feeling that there were cars or a road nearby as I could hear them or felt like I could.
I sat down near the water to read, a few yards away. After awhile I was reading and enjoying myself. Awhile passed and I noticed what seemed like a wave moving toward me it was thin like a ball was under the water's surface. Eventually the displacement died. A few minutes later I heard another one, but this time it moved and came up to the bank and stayed there.
Out came a relatively small green alligator/crocodile (idk the difference), by small I mean a little smaller than myself but big enough that it was surprising and worrysome.
I put down the book, the animal was eyeing me so I said hi to him (or her) and slowly began to move away. I got up onto my knees and began to turn around. Then I noticed there were at least 5 others behind me, starting to pile up on each other as they eyed me.
I didn't know what to do, the left and right of me didn't seem viable options, they were spreading out around me. They were all dark green, perfect and their eyes were interested, almost like they were smiling at how cunning they were to catch me.
I didn't get to be eaten, as the foremost lunged at me from the group I had turned around to find behind me the dream ended.
The next dream was around with me after I woke up but I can't recall it now.
The first part stuck with me, it was really vivid.
I was walking along a river or marshy area will tall grass. The river was calm, blackish-blue water, overcast and drizzling, but I didn't really care about the rain nor seem to notice it. It was pretty beautiful, downcast and drizzing with the ankle-high grass.
There was a feeling that there were cars or a road nearby as I could hear them or felt like I could.
I sat down near the water to read, a few yards away. After awhile I was reading and enjoying myself. Awhile passed and I noticed what seemed like a wave moving toward me it was thin like a ball was under the water's surface. Eventually the displacement died. A few minutes later I heard another one, but this time it moved and came up to the bank and stayed there.
Out came a relatively small green alligator/crocodile (idk the difference), by small I mean a little smaller than myself but big enough that it was surprising and worrysome.
I put down the book, the animal was eyeing me so I said hi to him (or her) and slowly began to move away. I got up onto my knees and began to turn around. Then I noticed there were at least 5 others behind me, starting to pile up on each other as they eyed me.
I didn't know what to do, the left and right of me didn't seem viable options, they were spreading out around me. They were all dark green, perfect and their eyes were interested, almost like they were smiling at how cunning they were to catch me.
I didn't get to be eaten, as the foremost lunged at me from the group I had turned around to find behind me the dream ended.
The next dream was around with me after I woke up but I can't recall it now.
9.7.08
Tonight was a very odd dream.
The parts I remember are fragmented; first I was in a huge house what I think was supposed to be grandma and grandpa Atwell's house only on a huge scale.
I was on a couch with Shannon M. or Ruth S. I can't remember which but I think it was Shannon. We were holding hands and crying about something, I think about our lost loves or failures at it.
There was some point when we went to take our dog to the restroom, who could talk and sit and use the toilet apparently. Then some guy came in and started shitting really loudly and the sound went through the entire house.
We left the bathroom and went back to the couch, but on the way I went to the kitchen, which was a weird hallway like kitchen, long and narrow. There were stovetops but that was about it and I had my teapot going and some other things and had apparently forgotten to turn them off so they were burnt and blackened pots.
The walls were on fire and so was one of the hoods of the stove. I pulled the fire extinguisher down and started to try to put out the flames but it was small and the fires were spreading spontaneously all over the area. I heard someone upstairs pounding on the floor or a door, for help I assumed, but the stairwell leading up to the door was on fire and blocked. I had a sick feeling in my stomach that it was my grandma up in that room and there was nothing I could do so I ran to get all the other people out of the house.
I went back to the couch room area where there was no fire or smoke or any sign of panic at all and told them to get out of the house as it was on fire.
There was more to the dream, but I'm not able to recall the rest and some parts I think occurred after I had woken up and I just put them there so I won't write about those.
The parts I remember are fragmented; first I was in a huge house what I think was supposed to be grandma and grandpa Atwell's house only on a huge scale.
I was on a couch with Shannon M. or Ruth S. I can't remember which but I think it was Shannon. We were holding hands and crying about something, I think about our lost loves or failures at it.
There was some point when we went to take our dog to the restroom, who could talk and sit and use the toilet apparently. Then some guy came in and started shitting really loudly and the sound went through the entire house.
We left the bathroom and went back to the couch, but on the way I went to the kitchen, which was a weird hallway like kitchen, long and narrow. There were stovetops but that was about it and I had my teapot going and some other things and had apparently forgotten to turn them off so they were burnt and blackened pots.
The walls were on fire and so was one of the hoods of the stove. I pulled the fire extinguisher down and started to try to put out the flames but it was small and the fires were spreading spontaneously all over the area. I heard someone upstairs pounding on the floor or a door, for help I assumed, but the stairwell leading up to the door was on fire and blocked. I had a sick feeling in my stomach that it was my grandma up in that room and there was nothing I could do so I ran to get all the other people out of the house.
I went back to the couch room area where there was no fire or smoke or any sign of panic at all and told them to get out of the house as it was on fire.
There was more to the dream, but I'm not able to recall the rest and some parts I think occurred after I had woken up and I just put them there so I won't write about those.
7.22.06
I didn’t recall this dream until much later in the day when I was walking down the road in Berlin and saw a spider’s web, which then prompted me to recall a certain portion of the dream which isn’t the full thing because two Spanish girls kept waking me up during the night at the Hostel. I remember in the dream there was a spiders web in a crevice which I thought was just a cobweb but then had the horrific realization that there was a spider inside (a medium sized black one) and there was an egg sack which was a bright orange (which is what I had noticed first) and the spiderlings inside were attempting to free themselves from the sac, you could see them pushing against the elastic egg sac. There was some reason I was cleaning the basement or walking around somewhere with another person when I was in this dream, but I only recall clearly the spider web which when I was walking down the street the recessed window on ground level was similar to how the one in my dream looked which is most likely why the dream struck me.
7.18.06
in Germany...
This night was a sex dream, probably cause on this trip I haven’t been able to masturbate for 8 days now, much longer than I am usually used to. From what I recall I am in this basement bar, I’m not sure if it’s a restaurant or just someone’s bar, but the bartender is really hot and keeps asking me to fuck him when we are cleaning up around the bar area. For some reason I tell him later on, cause people can come in and out of the establishment and I don’t want to get caught. I remember where we do have sex though is in a bathroom, one that is open and there are no people yet there seems to be the feeling that someone could walk by at any moment. Then the dream jumps to a large party and this open mansion, it is in the shape of a large rectangle with an open rectangular area in the middle for a grassy area/garden. There are people everywhere in this place, there is a huge buffet, sleeping areas and drinking all around. I know this larger guy, but he is pretending to be a girl. A bunch of us are helping him cut his hair, removing his female body suit, dressing him in male clothes, or maybe it was the other way around I can’t remember correctly. What I do remember is that as he/she progressed through this change I kept thinking to myself how he became less desirable and attractive. I think it was the same hot guy from the bar (who was a little hefty, but hot like the Thomas guy from the random party in Marburg).
This night was a sex dream, probably cause on this trip I haven’t been able to masturbate for 8 days now, much longer than I am usually used to. From what I recall I am in this basement bar, I’m not sure if it’s a restaurant or just someone’s bar, but the bartender is really hot and keeps asking me to fuck him when we are cleaning up around the bar area. For some reason I tell him later on, cause people can come in and out of the establishment and I don’t want to get caught. I remember where we do have sex though is in a bathroom, one that is open and there are no people yet there seems to be the feeling that someone could walk by at any moment. Then the dream jumps to a large party and this open mansion, it is in the shape of a large rectangle with an open rectangular area in the middle for a grassy area/garden. There are people everywhere in this place, there is a huge buffet, sleeping areas and drinking all around. I know this larger guy, but he is pretending to be a girl. A bunch of us are helping him cut his hair, removing his female body suit, dressing him in male clothes, or maybe it was the other way around I can’t remember correctly. What I do remember is that as he/she progressed through this change I kept thinking to myself how he became less desirable and attractive. I think it was the same hot guy from the bar (who was a little hefty, but hot like the Thomas guy from the random party in Marburg).
7.17.06
(in germany)
On this night I had a few very interesting dreams, 3 altogether but I can only as usual remember bits and pieces of them. The first one was of a spaceship and it was black, kind of like a black wraith ship from Stargate Atlantis. We would use it to get to galaxies far away and sometimes I think parallel ones, but we used this spiral hole in space that resembled a spiral galaxy just not as big and totally black, and there was some important thing we had to take care of, save someone of some political importance, but I think we ended up dying when we popped out of this portal and tried to take on 3 ships, its choppy though.
These next series take place on a planet, location isn’t very clear but I think my house, but none I have ever been to. This part and (the 2nd) dream I think and the 3rd portion are about my father. I am poor in this town, looking around for work and I do odd jobs but I have a place to go back to every night that is my own. The streets are cobblestone and the houses are small kind of like a hobbit town or something. There are shady characters that I talk to, for information of some kind. The one part that sticks out a lot is when my family adopts a kid who is around my age or younger, and I find him crying, his tears are blood his face is bruised. I comfort him and ask him who did this to him and he says my dad did, his adopted father. So I set out to find my dad, I had given him or I am giving him a warning that if he does anything like this again that I will kill him. Somehow either he does something again, but he approaches me and attempts to take me out first, I remember having some kind of a Beebe gun and shooting him with it, my first shot hits him right in the forehead and penetrates his skull. He slowly falls to the ground but is still conscious and gets back up to fire at me with his gun in this room we are in. His shots are slow and I move out of their path and I run onto a landing and for some reason my sister is there on the chair playing on the computer ignorant as to what is occurring around her but still talking to me. I shoot my dad a few more times, twice in the skull again, the bullets make small red holes that don’t have any blood flow, yet they go all the way through and I’m sure he should be dead. Something hits my arm, I got shot in the shoulder by my dad’s gun just as I am about to shoot him again and because of this I end up hitting my sister in the side of the skull. I was horrified but she seems to be ok, even though I’m still wondering why no one is dead. I tell my sister to get to the hospital; I think my dad is dead because the dream leaves him out after this. The next portion is traveling through the streets to get to the hospital for my sister but there is some war going on where ice is everywhere around the buildings, there are numerous military guards with guns, I get an ominous impression of a political oppression being reveled against, yet this dream feels like my first one with the space ship; they seem to be a circular series of dreams. The color red played an important role in this dream as well, especially during the killing of my father, red stood out in the eyes and face of the boy who was crying and beaten, in the gunshot wounds and even in the spaceship part although I don’t remember when just that it was there.
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